Going to japan and restarting.

Hello everyone, long time no see, well I´m writting this journal to talk about something, my actual state and the future, well I´m "burned", and I think that you can see it, I´m not like one or two years ago, when I answered notes/menssages/coments, I uploaded a lot of commision and I was much more "active" with all of you, now, I´m burned and I have the enought energy to draw and not much more.

The problem here is that I let all that "stuff" pile, taked me a lor of time and energy check and aswerd all the menssages, read all the comments, and at the same time work in all the stuff and when I started to live alone in my own house all the "real life" stuff taked me a lot of that energy and then the mountais of work stuff grow and grow and beat me, the last two years I was complety overloaded, I didnot have t the energy to restart everything and work like I did before, and I needed disconet some time, stop everything, sit, rechange my batteries and then in my best condition restart everything, but I never had that "time to disconect", yes I had "holidays" but or I used them to work in other stuff so I was not resting, or I was so overloaded that I could not disconect really, for example of 5 days I worked "less" 2 or 3 and the rest I was thinking "man I should be working" so I finished my holydays in the same state. But I think that now I will be able do it.

Tomorrow I will be flying to Japan for 3 weeks, my 1º real holydays in 2 years, I should be able disconect 100%, enjoy, recharge the batteries and come back ready to retake everything, I want use this travel to restart everything, retake the commisions and finish them, finish the upgrades, read and aswerd all the emails or menssages when they arrive etc etc, return to my original.

I will try it when I come back, i will try give you my best effort.

People see you soon I hope.

P.D: I opened a instagram account "fanzinesteelheart", I will try upload photos or something but I cant promise it XD.

P.D: Upload pages here is a shit, the page is veery slow and take a lot of time to upload one page, when you must censored them and upload for example 7 pages you can lost 1 or 2 hours, and when you dont have time or energy is "arg.........what laziness.......... I will do it later."